hm...asek jiwa kacau je aku ni kan....xtaola nk wt cmne...da sume mende simpan dlm otak tu yg jd cmni...nk kuarkan pn payah...aku ni mmg kene blajar cmne nk structure my mind..huh..this coming Thursday is my event for current issues...stress btol..ngan environmentnyer ag...xtaola nk ckp cmne...cptla abes...xthan sgt2 da ni...
kadang2 aku rase cm i need to talk to somebody unknown...or at least somebody who are not close to me...the pressure is to high...xsuke cmni..nk cte ngan kwn2 pn..kwn2 da ckup bz n ade mslh msg2..xpatot rasenyer nk ggu idup dorg ngan maslh aku....but i really need to talk..hm....what should i do???? clueless!!! huhu there are too many things going on in my mind..da cm scrabble pn ade...
stress ni mmg aku yg cari...but this is all happen when u deal with people..kalo kte deal ngan mende xbnyawe tu len la cte...xdela mslh sume ni...kalo ade mslh pn sbb bengang kte ckp sorg2..tp same jek...ble deal ngan org pn still gak kte simpan mslh ni sorg2..
rase cm nk ilangkan diri je da...kalo aku ni computer da lame aku hibernate....xpn shut down trus jek...adoiiiiiii cmne nk ilangkan stress ni???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!
da cm org gler da aku ni...huhuhuhu....kt luar nmpk cm xde pape jek...dlm ati ni...hm......
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Alone...
i'm alone...really...rase da xde sape da rasenyer skang...i need him...but he left me alone too...sad..really sad...damn...rase nk mati..rase useless...saket gler...xtao nk ungkap mcm mane ag rase saket tu...i hate pain...kalau da xnk ckp jela...snang..jgn wt mcm ni...saket tao x...xphm...nape every time i need u da most...u ran away from me...what hurt the most...u left without a single word...xsuke...taola aku ni juz pnambah masalah...hm...at least show me some concern..can u?? aku ni da mmg mcm ni...da la muke aku ni muke cari masalah...pas stu2 yg dtg...hm...ntahla....kompius gler skang ni...dlm ati ni mcm2 ade...saket..marah..sedih..bengang+lawak [thnx to my fren,fasz!!]..geram..kompius..rindu..syg..arghhhhh tensennyer!!!
Saturday, February 6, 2010
BENCI!!!!!
hm...
selfish...jap ckp cmni jap ckp cmtu...berjanji beriye2 tp nk wt..hm...org pnyer tunggu...dari mgu lepas nk kuar ngan die...xjd...xpe ag...fhm ade mslh...ble ajak g td...xsungguh2...bkn die xtao aku tgu nk kuar ngan die...xphm ke aku majuk??? benci!!! hm...td janji nk g psr...sgp xmkn...sbb nk mkn japg ngan die...ckp kalo die ngantok tdo cmne...xpe...die kate kejut je...fine...aleh2...xgak...yelahh sbb die da makan kan...xpk langsung aku kt cni...penipu!!! benci penipu...phm x aku lapar gler ni...da la mud xstabil..kt umah ni da la xde mende da nk mkn...hm...bengang gler...amek mudah je perasaan org...gler benci....gler xtahan...gler mnyampah!!!!!
selfish...jap ckp cmni jap ckp cmtu...berjanji beriye2 tp nk wt..hm...org pnyer tunggu...dari mgu lepas nk kuar ngan die...xjd...xpe ag...fhm ade mslh...ble ajak g td...xsungguh2...bkn die xtao aku tgu nk kuar ngan die...xphm ke aku majuk??? benci!!! hm...td janji nk g psr...sgp xmkn...sbb nk mkn japg ngan die...ckp kalo die ngantok tdo cmne...xpe...die kate kejut je...fine...aleh2...xgak...yelahh sbb die da makan kan...xpk langsung aku kt cni...penipu!!! benci penipu...phm x aku lapar gler ni...da la mud xstabil..kt umah ni da la xde mende da nk mkn...hm...bengang gler...amek mudah je perasaan org...gler benci....gler xtahan...gler mnyampah!!!!!
Saturday, January 23, 2010
zZZzzZz
perghhh ngantok gler rini..da la bgun lmbt..ni ngantok ag..cm telan pil tdo ar pule..waaaaaaaa nak blik umahla..boring gler kt cni. adek da blik da smlm huhu. tp..kalo aku blik kompem keje sume xsiap..tp mslhnye dok cni keje siap ke???? haha
smlm p tgok cite jeritan kuntilanak..xbest langsung..bosan!!! so xyh la p tgok cter tu...
ape plan rini???
1) bace some journals
2) men game
3) TIDO
4) g tesco (nk g beli stok mknan aku)
5) mlm kang nk wt research ag tuk project aku
hohoho...adoi ngantok gler ar skang ni..xthn da..nk p tdo jap dlu bru wt keje len..babai~
smlm p tgok cite jeritan kuntilanak..xbest langsung..bosan!!! so xyh la p tgok cter tu...
ape plan rini???
1) bace some journals
2) men game
3) TIDO
4) g tesco (nk g beli stok mknan aku)
5) mlm kang nk wt research ag tuk project aku
hohoho...adoi ngantok gler ar skang ni..xthn da..nk p tdo jap dlu bru wt keje len..babai~
Thursday, January 21, 2010
The conclusion is...
hohoho...finally i've come into a conclusion regarding things that happen lately...seriously aku da mls nk amek kesah da...lantak die ar nk wt cane pn...die yg rugi..or mayb win-win situation. Die epy mcm tu aku LAGI ar EPY mcm ni...so hehe..aku okei je skang...sgt OKEI...harap2 kali ni okei ni lame ar sket...jgn sesape wt hal ag sudaa...xlarat den nk layan..
sbnarnye aku ni mcm2 mende nk wt ni..tp xtao nk stat mane stu..hehe adoi...mud xsampai ag la...dok menung jek...ish3...xley2...kene gak cari semangat tu...semangat oooOOOoo semangat..dimana kamoooo???
errr rasenye kene list down gak stu2 mende aku nk kene wt ni...ngan research ag..event ag..lalalala...tibe2 ati btanye ble nk cuti ag neh???hahaha dasar pemalas tol aku ni..heeee~
pasni nk wt keje sket...susun2 ape yg patot..pastu petang ni nk kene ready nk p event mlm ni...tu pn kalo jd..tgok gaye geng mcm xjd nk g jek...pastu nk tgok movie...haaaiihhhh dari ritu nk tgok movie yg blambak2 dlm laptop ni xgak tgok2..ade je yg mhalang...hehe..smlm da bukak...member lak dtg blik lepak..sok xde cls..tp ade taklimat practical lak..hermmmm...ble nk siapkan esemen eks??? mcm da beratur je esemen kt dlm notebook aku neh..errrr eiii ape aku nk wt sbnrnye ni????
errr totally LOST~~ =S
sbnarnye aku ni mcm2 mende nk wt ni..tp xtao nk stat mane stu..hehe adoi...mud xsampai ag la...dok menung jek...ish3...xley2...kene gak cari semangat tu...semangat oooOOOoo semangat..dimana kamoooo???
errr rasenye kene list down gak stu2 mende aku nk kene wt ni...ngan research ag..event ag..lalalala...tibe2 ati btanye ble nk cuti ag neh???hahaha dasar pemalas tol aku ni..heeee~
pasni nk wt keje sket...susun2 ape yg patot..pastu petang ni nk kene ready nk p event mlm ni...tu pn kalo jd..tgok gaye geng mcm xjd nk g jek...pastu nk tgok movie...haaaiihhhh dari ritu nk tgok movie yg blambak2 dlm laptop ni xgak tgok2..ade je yg mhalang...hehe..smlm da bukak...member lak dtg blik lepak..sok xde cls..tp ade taklimat practical lak..hermmmm...ble nk siapkan esemen eks??? mcm da beratur je esemen kt dlm notebook aku neh..errrr eiii ape aku nk wt sbnrnye ni????
errr totally LOST~~ =S
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Biar Allah je yg tao...
hm...susah n berat je nk luah ape dlm ati ni kan...ati ni rase sarat je...sarat ngan mcm2 perasaan...nk luah pn...da xtao nk luah mcm mne...da xtao nk luah pd siape..hm...ntahla...mayb bg org len mende2 ni remeh...ley je wt xtao...tp aku yg hadap mende ni hari2...xtao nk react cmne da...tiap kali nk try lupe...ade je yg timbulkan blik mende tu...lelahhhh sgt2...rimas sgt2..kalo la aku ley g jauh dr cni...hm...mayb itu yg tbaek...tp lari mane pn...mesti ade je org yg mcm ni...haihhhh...ngeluh lg...
kalaula ade yg phm isi hati aku ni...xminta byk pn...ckupla phm ape dlm ati aku...xminta simpati pn...juz perlu tao ade org disamping aku yg myokong aku...yg sentiase support aku...yg tao ape sebenarnye yg blaku...yg xkn judge aku without tao ape realiti yg berlaku..yg jujur n ikhlas kwn ngan aku...hm...ntahla...susah nk ckp...
kdg2...ati ni rase da xkuat ag nk hadap sume ni sorg2...mesti aku ade silap kt mane2...sbb mende ni slalu sgt jd...bkn sorg..bkn 2 org...ramai da kot..da cube btenang n pk mende len..but mende ni asek dtg blik je...xtao nk overcome diz thing cane...da try wt xtao..jge hal sendiri...still gak jd...tekanan btol ar...smp xde mud nk wt pape da...ari2 nk nanges psl ni...letey la...hm...da try abes baek to avoid all diz things...ntahla...xley handle ar ble kne face org yg pandai manipulate org ni...xtao nape die suke sgt kaco idup aku...elok2 tenang...ade je hal yg jd...
Ya Allah...kuatkanla ati aku ni...berikan aku ketenangan...xsgp da rasenye nk hadap mende2 'remeh' ni ag...seyes aku nk g jauh dr cni...xthn da ag...i need him so much...tp aku tao aku xley selfish..hm..xpela...msg2 ade komitmen msg2...aku da mls nk kaco die ag ngan masalah 'remeh' aku ni...aku nk sebok'n diri aku ngan keje2 len...tp xde mud nk wt...xley nk focus..otak ni bersepah2 xde tujuan...hm...adoi..cane ni...ape nk wt...blur gler....aku perlukan distraction...i need something that can makes me move forward...hm....i'm so dead!!! huhu
kalaula ade yg phm isi hati aku ni...xminta byk pn...ckupla phm ape dlm ati aku...xminta simpati pn...juz perlu tao ade org disamping aku yg myokong aku...yg sentiase support aku...yg tao ape sebenarnye yg blaku...yg xkn judge aku without tao ape realiti yg berlaku..yg jujur n ikhlas kwn ngan aku...hm...ntahla...susah nk ckp...
kdg2...ati ni rase da xkuat ag nk hadap sume ni sorg2...mesti aku ade silap kt mane2...sbb mende ni slalu sgt jd...bkn sorg..bkn 2 org...ramai da kot..da cube btenang n pk mende len..but mende ni asek dtg blik je...xtao nk overcome diz thing cane...da try wt xtao..jge hal sendiri...still gak jd...tekanan btol ar...smp xde mud nk wt pape da...ari2 nk nanges psl ni...letey la...hm...da try abes baek to avoid all diz things...ntahla...xley handle ar ble kne face org yg pandai manipulate org ni...xtao nape die suke sgt kaco idup aku...elok2 tenang...ade je hal yg jd...
Ya Allah...kuatkanla ati aku ni...berikan aku ketenangan...xsgp da rasenye nk hadap mende2 'remeh' ni ag...seyes aku nk g jauh dr cni...xthn da ag...i need him so much...tp aku tao aku xley selfish..hm..xpela...msg2 ade komitmen msg2...aku da mls nk kaco die ag ngan masalah 'remeh' aku ni...aku nk sebok'n diri aku ngan keje2 len...tp xde mud nk wt...xley nk focus..otak ni bersepah2 xde tujuan...hm...adoi..cane ni...ape nk wt...blur gler....aku perlukan distraction...i need something that can makes me move forward...hm....i'm so dead!!! huhu
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